“No one ever told me that grief felt so much like fear.” “I thought I could describe a state; make a map of sorrow. Sorrow, however, turns out to not be a state but a process.” – C.S. Lewis In moments of great despair, a deep breath, a good cup of tea, and a wandering novel often help pass the time that causes so much pain. But it is the moments in between – while making the tea, sitting down…